婆妈的自己

四年后的部落格 让我觉得自己还是喜欢把心事深藏在内心 面临选择 还是婆妈么 九年前的那天，选择了篮球； 七年前的那天，选择了排球。 打开衣柜， 衣；大部分是篮球的， 奖牌；大部分是排球的。 心，却是属于两边的，只能说自己贪心。 再选择。。还是两者皆存。。 就算再选择排球， 篮球的技术依然存在， 不言败的心永远存在， 更加的自信， 不怕面对强者。 是不是因为篮球带给我最多的回忆， 还是排球不好的回忆太多， 很难让自己觉得有信心。 跟着感觉走，还是贪心下去。。。 心。。。让我觉得自己婆妈。。。 幹。。。

你

或许，你不会来看我的部落格了 但是我真的很恨我自己 当时脱口而出的话 让你觉得我是如此的人 祸从口出 这句话应征在我身上了 我也不能多说什么或做什么来挽回 让时间过吧 如果你还恨我 那么我只能责怪自己

i am so happy when you say you will help me
but...
you say u want sleep...
because you feel you keep make me angry...
i didn't mean it, i just say find me when you feel better
if not we just will argue

you misunderstanding again..
all i want is simple...
accompany me... that's all...

一年了

那么快，在一起的时间都一年了，
可是这一年我却给不了你什么
我要的
是我用我自己赚的钱
买给你的礼物
才算是我第一份送你的礼物

我所走过的路，失去的，得到的，珍惜的，拥有的，
我都会记得，
他们都会在我的心里，深深的刻着，留下永不磨灭的痕迹，
感谢他们，造就了现在的我，没有他们就没有现在的我
谢谢你们

心

看着你哭，我什么也做不了，
虽然只是隔着一片玻璃，却好遥远，
想摸你的脸，却摸不到，
想让你在我怀里哭，却不能，
除了心痛，我还能做什么

算一算，
和你在一起，就快十个月了
和你在一起的时间，十根手指头都数的完
看着你哭
看着你的泪滴下
每滴一次，我的心都被刺一下

相隔这么远，但是我的心
都会一直在你身旁

2011

the latest blog i post seems like is at long long time ago... lolz...
i was lazy to post blog in this year==
seem like lazier than before

the semester break around the corner.
in other way, it mean my final exam was around the corner too
AND, it is on next Wednesday@@!!!!!!!!!!
what the fuck!!!
going crazy and rude...><

need to study till very late again
although petrol 95 and 97 keep increase the price
i still need to burn the midnight oil><
cham lo... wanna dig hole and jump into it already==
good luck all my friend who studying and will have your final exam next week
wish me luck too...XD

Gambateh!!!

DJ Earworm - United State of Pop 2010 (Don't Stop the Pop) - Mashup of T...

EXAM!!!!

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........
i am studying
XDDD
final exam around the corner... wish all my friend can do well in final exam
good luck!!!
time to facethe final exam war!!
*ROAR*

开始，故事，结束

我们的开始
就是那么的奇怪，特别，没有任何的预兆
只知道
彼此
心连心

我们的故事
是那么的特别，与众不同
喜怒哀乐
一起度过

我们的结束
就是那么的让我后悔
但是事实已在眼前
我错过了机会
或许
你觉得我再找藉口
我是那么的优柔寡断
所以我不会一天就有答案
我也不想解释了
我尊重你
我对你的宗旨，原则，起点，终点
都是一样的
只有一个

只要你开心，我做得到的，我都愿意做，愿意答应，不后悔，但我需要时间

谢谢你
祝福你

无言

压力大时
心情就不好

心情不好时
脾气就不好

脾气不好时
就会吵架

无言。。。
无奈。。。

Buaya

how long i didn't update my blog already><
the 1st free week over already
2nd free week coming soon...

before the free week
have a tournament in this week
next week have a quiz
next next week have 2 exams 1 quiz
after free week
presentation><
omg....
ready to burn midnight oil already><

Bye Bye Selangor, Hi Miri.. XD

i view my profile...
i feel like.. is has been a long long time i didn't blogging already

exam period K book in room
holiday period working in the morning till evening
everyday go play basketball with friends
phew...
suddenly feel my holidays are full of entertainment
that also why i am so dark now...lolzzzzzzzzz

now, i am going starting my new semester
say bye bye to Selangor and say hi to Miri for a period
wish me good luck in my new semester!!!
hahahahahahah...
i will be back to Selangor...><
i miss my family and friends
take good of all yourselves ya^^
and need to say sorry for some friend that i can't meet them when i went back Selangor
sorry guys...><

i will try to adjust my time next holiday
to meet u guys... =P
take care for those who view my blog and my family and friends^^

发热气

最近都很迟睡觉
每天差不多到早上才睡
每天吃煎炸或辣的东西
前几天才流鼻血
现在喉咙里肿了一块T-T
只能吃清淡的食物了
哎
快快好啦
我还要吃很多东西啊

钢琴

想去学钢琴
为自己不同的心情弹奏不同的旋律
不同的歌曲代表着不同的故事
音乐总能让我的心情平复
不管什么时候，什么地点，什么人
都有不同的旋律代表着他们的心情
遇到不同的人
就会编出不同的歌曲
你呢？
当你和我相遇时
我在你心里编出了怎样的歌曲？

Result

Feel disappointed and upset.
because of the result
all lower than what i expect
all is my mistake
if not so many mistake
i won't get the result like this...
always do the question without look clearly the what the question wan...
now...
regret..........
i won't give up so easy!!!!!!
need to dig my head and eat the books already...
as what Ms. Sia ask us to do to pass the units...==
gambateh to all friend and myself...
T-T....
regret......T-T

My Right Hand... T-T

Start from the day i played tournament
my wrist was injured
although i feel my wrist was pain
i still played until last minutes

At first i though it just will pain for few days
but i was wrong
until yesterday
i feel my wrist still pain
yesterday i think i make it worse
because i played volleyball and then straight go play badminton tournament
combo==

Today
played volleyball again
but when i spike down the ball
i feel my whole hand pain
wtf!!!
so
conclusion is
my right hand injure already@@
not only the wrist
haiz...
need rest for few weeks already
but i think i can't control
because i like to play sport
XD
see you guys in next Friday's volleyball activity!!!
=P

对不起

对不起
我想这是我最后一次对你说这三个字
我不应该出现在你的世界里
我不祈求你原谅我
因为我都原谅不了我自己

在别人眼中
我只是个花花公子
在你的眼中
我却不像他们所说的
唯独你相信我
唯独你对我不离不弃
在你的面前
我永远都不能控制着我的情绪
哭就哭
伤心就伤心
不会在你的面前带着假面具
我的优柔寡断
总是让你生气

是我
伤得你太深
在你最需要我的时候
我却伤了你
镜子破了
就算再怎么补
还是会留着永远的裂痕
我很贱
真的
我原谅不了自己

我想挽回
可是你的心里已经筑起了道墙
隔绝了你和我
和我比起来
和朋友一起
你会更开心吧
因为朋友不会伤害你
而我
就像计时炸弹在你的身边

你给了我希望
最后却让我从希望的悬崖掉进失望的谷底
这不是你的错
这是我的报应
这样也好
斩断了这没有结果的缘分
谢谢你对我曾经有过的体贴和爱
我不会忘记
不会忘记一起开心的日子
一起做过的傻事
你煮给我吃的时候
手心的温暖
一切一切。。。。。。。。
都不会消失在我的脑海里
永远都不会

眼泪
我还是控制不了
最后一次对你说
对不起
最后一次对你说
我爱你
最后一次对你说
谢谢你
衷心的祝福你
幸福每一天
快乐每一天

我也会继续做到我答应过你的事。。。

Buaya buaya^^~~~

Finally... We get champion^^
We fight together for 2 years already...
We done the target we aim for 2 years ago
When We took down match point...
I shout and jump till very high... Hahahah... That feel was awesome^^
I will remember what Jojo said
"WE ARE TEAM! WE ARE STRONG! WE ARE THE BEST! WHO WE ARE! WE ARE SUPERCOOLLLLLLLLLL BUAYA!"

Supercool Buaya~~~

THE MEMORIES WHEN WE PLAY TOGETHER IN TEAM SUPERCOOL BUAYA^^
I WILL NEVER EVER TRY TO FORGOT YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!
I VERY ENJOYED, HAPPY AND PROUD THAT I CAN PLAY IN A SAME WITH YOU GUYS!!!!!!!

curtin close volleyball competition...XD...

our team logo=P...
cute le?
curtin close volleyball competition will be start at tomorrow
my first match will start at tomorrow 2p.m
i forgot v.s. which team already
old already la, hard to memories sometimes...T-T
but before the match started... i need to go for class...will be very tired ah....zzz

this time jojo will be last time in our team...
because he soon will be graduated
good luck to him also
hahahah
so tonight need to sleep early...
yesterday not enough sleep
tired~~~
and need sleep early just have energy to ply match
so goodnight my friends
XD